I feel like I’m sounding like a broken record to myself. “Well, when I’m divorced I’ll…” “As soon as I’m divorced I’ll….”

I was finally matched up with a mentor from Fresh Start.  Her name is RG and we met at Paradise Bakery on Saturday.  She said, “You know, we’re going to need to write down some goals…”  That’s when I heard that broken record again in my head, loud and clear, and I’m like, “Listen to yourself!”

I want out.  Now.

I just listed the piano again today on Craig’s list.

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Next I’m going to cancel/reschedule a lunch date I have with VE (we haven’t seen each other since the post office, but he did call and apologize)

Then I’ll spend the day on the phone and do everything I can towards getting things moving towards wrapping up.